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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Fwd: One of the few Good Men

 

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From: Prof. B M Hegde <hegdebm@gmail.com>
Date: Wed, Aug 25, 2010 at 9:10 AM
Subject: Fwd: One of the few Good Men
To: Amala Shetty <amala.shetty@gmail.com>
Cc: Linus Aloysius linusaloysius@gmail.com

Dear All,
Can we learn a lesson or two from this role model?
love,
bmhegde
Could Kumar Chellappa and Dayasagar Chowta write on this man in their newspapers please?

People make the difference….

Exact Narration by Suvendu Roy of Titan Industries, who shares his inspirational encounter with a rickshaw driver in Mumbai:
Last Sunday, my wife, kid, and I had to travel to Andheri from Bandra.
When I waved at a passing auto rickshaw, little did I expect that this ride would be any different....

As we set off, my eyes fell on a few magazines (kept in an aircraft style pouch) behind the driver's back rest.
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I looked in front and there was a small TV. The driver had put on the Doordarshan channel.
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My wife and I looked at each other with disbelief and amusement. In front of me was a small first-aid box with cotton, dettol and some medicines.
This was enough for me to realise that I was in a special vehicle.
Then I looked round again, and discovered more - there was a radio, fire extinguisher, wall clock, calendar, and pictures and symbols of all faiths
- from Islam and Christianity to  Buddhism, Hinduism and Sikhism..
There were also pictures of the heroes of 26/11- Kamte, Salaskar, Karkare and Unnikrishnan.
I realised that not only my vehicle, but also my driver was special.
I started chatting with him and the initial sense of ridicule and disbelief gradually diminished.
I gathered that he had been driving an auto rickshaw for the past 8-9 years; he had lost his job when his employer's plastic company was shut down.
He had two school-going children, and he drove from 8 in the morning till 10 at night.
No break unless he was unwell.  "Sahab, ghar mein baith ke T.V dekh kar kya faida? Do paisa income karega toh future mein kaam aayega."
We realised that we had come across a man who represents Mumbai – the spirit of work, the spirit of travel and the spirit of excelling in life.
I asked him whether he does anything else as I figured that he did not have too much spare time.
He said that he goes to an old age home for women in Andheri once a week or whenever he has some extra income, where he donates tooth  brushes, toothpastes, soap,  hair oil, and other items of daily use.
He pointed out to a painted message below the meter that read: "25 per cent discount on metered fare for the handicapped.
Free rides for blind passengers up to Rs. 50.
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My wife and I were struck with awe. The man was a HERO!
A hero who deserves all our respect!!!
Our journey came to an end;
45 minutes of a lesson in humility, selflessness, and of a hero-worshipping Mumbai, my temporary home.
We disembarked, and all I could do was
to pay him a tip that would hardly cover a
free ride for a blind man.
I hope, one day, you too have a chance to meet Mr Sandeep Bachhe in his auto rickshaw: MH-02-Z-8508.

My religion is a matter between me and my maker : Ghandhiji

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Prof. B. M. Hegde, MD, FRCP, FRCPE, FRCPG, FRCPI, FACC, FAMS.
Padma Bhushan Awardee 2010.
Editor-in-Chief, The Journal of the Science of Healing Outcomes,
Chairman, State Health Society's Expert Committee, Govt. of Bihar, Patna.
Former Prof. Cardiology, The Middlesex Hospital Medical School, University of London,
Affiliate Prof. of Human Health, Northern Colorado University,
Retd. Vice Chancellor, Manipal University,
"Manjunath"
Pais Hills, Bejai.
MANGALORE-575004. India.
Tel: +91 824 245 0450.
web site: www.bmhegde.com
"What good is a man's knowledge unless it prompts him to prevent the pain of others as if it were his own pain?"
       Thirukkural-Verse 513

Friday, July 23, 2010

Don't worry! Be Happy!!

Life is a celebration of being alive as Dr.Bernard, the first CT Surgeon to perform heart transplant states in his famous essay. And we can keep it that way as long as we have the courage to choose it that way. Whether we achieve the greatest of the zenith or we reach the deepest of the nadir, ultimately only our choice but nothing else is responsible. Happiness can be found in the darkest of the times only if we were to remember the light! And it’s true that many a times we simply forget that the candle is within our grasp. Love is the candle which we can choose to light no matter where we are struck!

Some Interesting Observations on Intelligence...

(This paper was written in 2005)

When we observe organic evolution, the evolution of species is basically dependent on natural selection. The process of natural selection works by mutations which are random aberrations or additions or deletions in the genetic material of a species, which leads to creation of organisms with new genotypes. The beneficial genotypes are naturally selected and the lethal ones are discarded. As this process repeats, speciation occurs.

Now let’s examine how a child learns about smile. (I actually experimented on my cousin when he was a baby boy) An infant should attain the social smile by the age of 2 months. This may be because of the reason that the facial nerve nuclei which give motor supply to the facial muscles mature by that time. When an infant smiles for the first time, it should not be having any information stored in its mind about how and why to smile. We can notice this by trying to stimulate a neonate. No matter in which ever way we try, a neonate normally doesn’t smile. But as it completes an age of about 3-4 weeks (very often and 1.5 months on an average and 2 months at the most in a normal infant) we can notice the smile. The signal which generates the smile might have originated randomly out of the thought process of the infant (It may also be dependent on the way in which the facial nerve path way gets matured and may also depend upon the facilitation of synaptic transmission). One can explain the former by a simple observation that the infants smile very often in the absence of any stimulus. (The frequency and the intensity of this process may be dependent on the rates of neural activity and the rate of progress of maturation in each infant). When the mother sees that her infant is smiling, she starts cuddling it. Mother’s presence is a pleasant stimulus for the infant. And slowly it learns to respond to the mother’s presence by smile. Certain stimuli like tinkling may not invoke any response in the neonate. (They may simply cry because their mind may not understand what the stimulus is). Even in the earlier days of smiling, the infant may not smile to the sensation of tinkling. But once we start reinforcing the pleasant nature of tinkling, the infant starts smiling for tinkling. As more synaptic connections form, the child starts to smile for all the pleasant stimuli. But as the awareness of social behavior develops, the child starts learning when to and when not to smile.

We can analyze one more example of a child learning about fire. The glowing nature of fire generates curiosity in a child and the child tries to touch and learn about it. The warning of the parent intensifies the curiosity and the child starts to find ways to touch the fire. At last it succeeds overcoming the resistance from the parent by discovering a way to reach the fire. (Some thing like observing the time at which the parent is away from the fire or some kind of manipulation by which it could escape the eyes of the parent). Succeed it does but it learns that the fire burns. And it tries to keep away from the fire from next time.

What interested me the most was the starting point in the above two examples. Randomly at some point of time the infant smiles and that trait eventually becomes a beneficial or comforting one and the infant uses this to get cuddled. In the same way, at some point of time a child’s curiosity grows about the fire. The restraining of the parents increases the curiosity and the child starts finding ways to touch/ learn about fire.

This is very similar to the way in which the genes operate. The random mutations create an odd genotype. The random traits created by the neural process initiate urge to explore new actions and if the new actions result in the comfortable or useful results, the new actions are encouraged and further conditioned by other influences, which ultimately lead to sophisticated human behavior. The urge which was created may be the explanation to the process of “enthusiasm”.

The randomness which I stated may not be the pure randomness either in case of mutations or in case of thought process. It may be the mixture of resultant of many orderly systems by virtue of physical laws operating which we other wise can call chaos. The occurrence of mutations or the urge to explore new things may be the resultant of bifurcation which is the characteristic of chaotic systems as we see in Lorenz’s attractor. The evidence for this argument can be provided by the fact that even though the actions resulting out of human thought process are unpredictable, we can see a trend, if at all we were to look at the over all picture. That’s why I think we can classify people as moderate, fanatic, bipolar etc. Even if we take the case of evolution, there is a general trend in the way speciation occurred. And if we compare the organic evolution and the evolution of higher mental functions, it is impossible to predict what happens next based on a set of criteria. Unless or other wise we have a total initial picture of prevailing forces at the starting point, it is impossible to predict anything in these dynamic systems.

Here I would like to add my observation on genetic material, DNA. In 1996 I think, I read a news paper clipping stating that the proceedings for human genome project had been started and secret of life will be revealed by the end of the previous millennium. It is 2004 now and I don’t think that we have not achieved any major break through even after decoding 97% of human DNA. The reason for this I think is because of the following reasons-

Most of the DNA in the chromosomes is in the form of “Dark Bands”, which are something like the dark matter of the universe. We don’t know exactly what the function of this non coding genetic material is. There are some theories and none of them seem to be satisfactory.

There should be some thing wrong with the way what ever we understood about the genetic material. It is highly impossible for the existing length of coding DNA to code information precisely at which place a cell has to arise and at what time and what functions it should carry out. There are more than a billion cells in human body and the known length of DNA can’t code for all of them.

I have some explanation to answer the second point. For example if we trace the path of Axillary artery which arises from the brachio-cephalic trunk, to the small arteries innervating the pulp space of fingers, we can observe a fractal. For that matter, if we observe any artery or vein in the body, they are all fractals. The brachial plexus is one more example of a perfect fractal. By these examples we can think that the DNA doesn’t store precise information about each process of development and metabolism but it only stores information regarding the “trend” which the bodily metabolism has to follow. As the development takes place, the trend is followed, which is modulated by the external influences and other factors like availability of nutrition etc. and finally the complex machine of human body results. The two hit theory of diseases, which is evolving now can give an excellent indirect example for this argument. (This is only an idea of mine. I don’t have information to support this view of mine)

Now let’s see the higher mental functions from a different angle. If we observe the pyramidal tract lesions involving the upper and lower motor neurons, we can observe the following things-

The lesions involving the upper motor neurons cause exaggerated reflexes.
The lesions involving the lower motor neurons cause diminished reflexes.

By this simple example, we can say that the nervous system works in a tier fashion. The lower tier works as a general house keeping mechanism and the upper tier regulates and coordinates the functions of the lower tier. If we extrapolate the above observation in to the computers, we can say that there are two operating systems and the lower one being controlled by the upper. The upper operating system collects the information from the lower; the former analyses, classifies and organizes the collected information and at last it orders the lower operating system to function in a particular way.

One more point I want to specify is that the brain and mind are two separate entities which are interdependent. In simple terms the brain is the hard ware and the mind is the soft ware. Just as we can’t localize the operating system in any particular component of a computer when it is functioning, we can’t localize the mind in the nervous system. It is all pervading. We can explain consciousness as the series of inputs the upper operating system is receiving from the lower continuously.
Here I shall elaborate the idea of “Consciousness”. One can’t define exactly what consciousness is. And I just don’t dare to define it with my limited knowledge. It’s a subjective feeling which we all feel. If we apply this consciousness in broad sense, we can observe this in everything around, not only living but also in non living. It sounds strange but I give a simple example. Let’s observe what happens when we pour water on a rough inclined surface. Naturally the water flows down because of gravity. What I am interested in is the particular way the water takes to reach the bottom. As it is a rough surface, there is a lot of resistance and the water takes a tortuous path. Every time the water stream encounters an obstacle, it changes its path, where it has least resistance and it ultimately reaches the bottom of the inclined surface. On can’t predict the way taken by the water just by gravity alone or by the average resistance offered by the rough inclined surface. We have to know the exact position and the quantity of resistance offered by each obstacle. We have to know the angle at which the water was pour and the exact point at which the water touches the surface. By all these we can tell that the path taken by the water is sensitive to initial conditions.

Let’s examine this from a different angle. Who has told the water to take that particular path? Who guided the water to the least resistance direction? Gravity alone can’t be the answer because gravity is the force which asked the water to flow. Its function was to pull the water down and that’s all. Water possessed its inherent inertia because of which it did choose to flow in that particular path. The surface is the one which offered resistance to the flow of water. By all these, what I mean to stress is that the water also possessed a level of consciousness may be in the form of inertia to choose its path. This sounds funny but it does make lot of sense when we extrapolate this to the process of evolution.

Why the organisms have to evolve first of all? What is the need for the genetic material to mutate? The complex interaction of physical forces may be the reason for this. One type of force offering resistance to other and the later tries to seek methods to over come the former. This is the simplest explanation one can give. After all what is everything including ourselves are made of? Nothing but the leptons and quarks as the theory of Quantum Chromodynamics puts it, when we go to the basics. By the above discussion, we can say that the consciousness is an omnipresent phenomenon and is the basic force which powers the process of evolution.

Let’s now analyze what is intelligence. Just as the consciousness, intelligence also lacks a precise definition and I don’t dare to define it. But there is a correlation between consciousness and intelligence as we observe. We can say that the consciousness leads to intelligence. This I will make clear in the following discussion.

If we think that humans only possess intelligence, we are wrong obviously by the number of examples we see in nature. Sea turtles swim hundreds of kilometers to nest in their mating season and locate their nesting place to the precision of centimeters. Wild hunting herds of dogs and wolves locate the boundaries of their hunting fields vary precisely by the sense of their smell. Ants have the ability to build multistoried and air conditioned forts. The bee hives are stronger than concrete relatively and the reason being the bucky ball structure. (Nobel Prize in chemistry was awarded for the scientist who described this particular structure). The social organization in honey bees is an ideal socialistic one. (Hundreds died for the cause of socialism). By all these facts we can conclude that intelligence is not a “higher mental function” as we call it. We are biased in our observation of intelligence, if we think that intelligence is unique to human race. There are countless examples in nature, which out rate the capability of human intelligence. Even plants are no bar, if you were to take in to consideration the prowess of plants like venous fly trap (here I am referring to their ability to camouflage and the ability to digest insects for amino acids), in adapting to the challenging environment.

These points take us to an interesting place. If we look at a different angle it seems that the process of evolution is not hierarchical. What I mean is that just as the physical processes proceed stochastically in all possible directions, the evolution also progressed in all the possible directions only to be limited or modified by the forces opposing the progression. So we can confidently say that no organism is superior to other in any aspect and the apparent superiority is only an illusion created by the complex interaction of physical forces. By this we can confidently state that intelligence is not unique to human race and it is possessed by every living organism in amounts needed for its physical processes to continue unchecked in all possible directions. I think this may explain what is meant by life. (When the consciousness which is omnipresent evolves to intelligence, then we can say that the particular set of things which possessed it can be said to have life)
I would like to simplify the last point in this way. Let us suppose ‘X’ is a set of physical forces progressing freely in all possible directions. ‘Y’ is another set which is opposing the progression of set X in an environment represented by set ‘Z’. ‘Y’ in fact is a superset which has all X primes. (I mean X like things). As we have already stated X possessed consciousness by virtue of the interaction of it with Y and Z and the progression of set X is modulated by both Y and Z. If by some changes in the configuration of set X, if the set X were to progress in some or all directions in spite of the presence of sets Y and Z, we can say that X has “life” and that quality which led X to take over the opposing forces of Y and Z can be said to be intelligence. I take my argument further based on this assumption. (This is a very simple generalization of the concepts of life and intelligence. In reality there may be many more factors operating which may be unknown to the present science. I made this generalization for the sake of argument on intelligence)

Now we shall examine how and why man possessed the ability to “dominate” the every other form of life and environment. The answer is quite simple if we modify the way we look at ourselves. First we should realize that it is we who are analyzing the situation and we ourselves are the subjects in the situation. Obviously there is every possibility that we may be biased. I think the bias is in our proclamation that we are dominating. If we look at a different angle, we are making ourselves comfortable, which indirectly means that we are bringing about the changes both in ourselves and in the environment so that the set of forces which constitute us can progress freely in all possible directions. It is a natural phenomenon. Now the question comes why the other organisms were unable to “dominate”. The first reason may be that they need not to. (I mean they don’t need to bring drastic changes in themselves and in environment as compared to humans in order to let the forces constituting them to progress in all possible directions). The second reason may be that the changes they bring about in themselves and in environment may not be opposing to humans or may be beneficial to the humans. So the other organisms have already attained a certain kind of balance with the sets ‘Y’ and ‘Z’ so that these don’t need to ‘evolve’ more to let the forces constituting them to progress freely in all possible directions. (And moreover the time period at which we are looking at is very short in evolutionary terms so we can’t say with certainty that the other species don’t evolve any more. Again the total initial picture comes in to action here to make any prediction). The third and most important reason may be that the opposing forces against the evolution of primates might be weak or might have been rendered ineffective by some unknown reasons (here I would like to use the example of extinction of dinosaurs), which ultimately led to the current state.
Here I think it is appropriate, if I try to explain one of the loop holes of the theory of organic evolution. One important argument against theory of organic evolution is that how the evolution could have occurred so fast. It is very easy to answer if we consider the fact that any prediction in dynamic systems is highly sensitive to total set of initial conditions. So if we consider the complex interaction of forces as the evolution progressed, the speed of the evolution is not at all ‘abnormal’. One very simple example is this- no matter how hard we try, we can’t bring about any changes in a normal human being who has access to all basic amenities. The moment we put same in a dark cell and we bring about psychological pressure, within a month we can render him insane. When such a drastic change is possible within such a short time, it is possible for the evolution to progress at a good speed considering the factors like physical forces, predation etc. and as I have already stated we just can’t predict anything, if we don’t have a total picture. So we just can’t state that evolution proceeds only through point mutations. The jumping gene hypothesis by Barbara, a Nobel laureate had already proved that the mutations can be brought about by a many number of ways. So I think I am right if we look at the evolution as a complex interaction of sets of physical forces trying to expand in all possible directions.

By all these arguments I conclude that the Intelligence developed just like organic evolution. In fact it progressed hand in hand with it or I can even say that the intelligence provided the drive for organic evolution. Let’s now see how we can extend the above concepts to create the so called “Artificial Intelligence”
The computing speed is developing a very rapid race. Computers have actually become a part of our lives. So much of our daily work is not possible with out computers. In spite of so much of development from the times of vacuum transistor based, room sized computers with a computing power just more than a hand held calculator, to the modern hand-helds and wearables; nobody can dare to say that the computers possessed intelligence or they are superior to any of the living organism. Neither in the near future they will! Even an E. Coli a small coli form bacteria can mutate over the time to counter obnoxious environment, where as even the so called super computer crashes if it were fed bad or unformatted data.
The reason for this is very simple, if we were to compare the life and the computers. Based on the previous discussion, intelligence is an inherent property of life. We examine how intelligence develops, the physical forces constituting set X bring about a configurational change in set Y or Z or also in X which leads to their free expansion in all possible directions. If we look in to computers, what happens is that every new version of a program or a soft ware is loaded with additional algorithms so that it can tackle a more number of or a more number of variants of a particular problem. The fundamental difference is that in life, this ability to integrate new ‘algorithms’ is inherent. By the process of ‘random’ changes in the genetic material which we call mutations lead to a more competent gene pool or by ‘random’ choices which lead to new actions resulting in a more adaptive behavior. The previous two processes are nothing but the creation and integration of new algorithms in to the system. What is happening in case of computers is that the process of creation and integration of new algorithms is in the hands of humans, by which, it should be sensible to think that the computers are just an extensions or reflections of human intelligence. If computers were to possess intelligence, they should possess the ability make random choices, which I call dumbness. (In strictest sense a random choice is a dumb one because it is not based on any logic). So just intelligence is not enough to mimic life… you need dumbness too.
Let’s see how the so called dumbness is not so dumb! Some days back, I was making a power point presentation for one of my seminar. For the slide transition, I selected the option, random slide transition. Then I wanted to know if at all the transitions are really random. I started noting down the transitions. Interesting thing is that the transition was random for small number of attempts. But when I tried for a very large number of attempts in a single presentation, the same random sequence, which operated first, cycled again. Then I started searching literature on net to find if there is any algorithm which produces an infinite number of random choices. I was amazed to know that scientists make use of natural random phenomenon like the bouncing of the ping pong balls and radio active decay to achieve randomization.
Then I started asking my friends to count random numbers. When I eliminated the bias (due to the way people learnt counting numbers… i.e. 123456789…. Etc. all the test subjects were able to achieve real randomization)

One day in one of my bed side class in the hospital, a professor of mine told me that when no etiology is established, the Travelers diarrhea is to be treated empirically for Giardia infection. What struck my mind was if I build a computer which has an algorithm to manage various diseases and if the computer encounters same type of problem i.e. no test or sign reveled the etiology, how will it resort to empirical treatment?

In a simple way, if I tell you something in a language which you don’t know and I ask you to tell me if what ever I told you is right or wrong, how will you judge; supposing you don’t have any other choice other than answering and you have only two choices to make i.e. right or wrong… may be you will answer based on your random choice. (Let’s say you did inky, pinky, ponky… and you got your random choice) how can we describe this type of ability. Arbitrarily I call it dumbness. (As having knowledge about something is intelligence… in this case the judgment was given with out having knowledge… hence I named it dumbness)

I simulated the same kind of situation in a computer by putting scratches on a CD and I tried to run. The computer became irresponsive. (This happens almost daily to all of us. When a computer hangs… most of the time, it’s due to the reason that computer is unable to understand what it has been dealing with and it is unable to make a decision as it doesn’t possess an algorithm to tackle what it doesn’t understand)

My point of view is that we have been making computers intelligent… but we forgot to teach them dumbness!! What I mean is that if we incorporate the ability to make a random choice for passing judgment on things not understood and feeding back the results of the judgment made, in to the memory; based on which new algorithms are created to encounter the new situations… would lead to evolution of computers on their own at some point of time.

I think the above logic can explain the higher mental functions of humans… i.e. the emotions. [What I feel is that emotions are the random choices made for a particular situation, which in turn are modified by the past experiences… I did some experiments on the psyche of some of my friends and I came to this conclusion. Hope is the best example to explain this. Even though ‘hope’ always has the shades of previous experiences, we tend to resort to it when all the logic fails to asses the outcome of a process. And most of the time the choices generated by hope factor reveal avenues to success. Based on the assumption that intelligence is absolute logic, ‘hope’ which is the key to many a success fails to fall under this definition, in which case it is dumb! So success is achieved not only by intelligence, but also by dumbness.

1. All invertebrates have poorly developed eyes or compound eyes, but all the vertebrates have eyes very similar to our own, with one exception. If we consider the highest form of animal, we usually say, “Here we are!”, but if we take a less prejudiced point of view and restrict ourselves to the invertebrates, so that we cannot include ourselves, and ask what is the highest invertebrate animal, most zoologists agree that the octopus is the highest animal! It is very interesting that, besides the development of its brain and its reactions so on, which are rather good for an invertebrate, it has also developed, independently, a different eye. It is not a compound eye or an eye spot but it has a cornea, it has lids, it has an iris, it has a lens, it has two regions of water, it has a retina behind. It is essentially same as the eye of the vertebrates! It is a remarkable example of coincidence in evolution where the nature has twice discovered the same solution to a problem, with one single improvement. In octopus it also turns out, amazingly, that the retina is a piece of the brain that has come out in the same way in its embryonic development as it is true for vertebrates, but the interesting thing which is different is that the cells which are sensitive to light are on the inside, and the cells which do the calculation are in back of them, rather than “inside out”, as in our eye. So we see at last, that there is no good reason for its being “inside out”, as in our eye (The rods and cones are in the deepest layer the ten layers of the retina above which are the other cells which form an inter connecting network which process the information and relay the visual information to brain through optic nerve). So we see, at least, that there is no good reason for its being inside out. The other time nature tried it, she got it straightened out!

2. Now let’s look at the compound eye of the horseshoe crab, which is made of around a thousand ommatidia. These ommatidia are very simple ones which have a light receiving mechanism at one end and the nerve fiber sensing the perception running out from the other end. Each nerve fiber has got connections with the surrounding ones although this network is not as dense as it is in humans and this gives us a chance to study a simpler example.

When we analyze the results of the experiments which have been done by putting fine electrodes into the optic nerve of the horseshoe crab, and shining light on only one of the ommatidia, which is easy to do with lenses. If we turn a light on at some instant t0, and measure the electric pulses that come out, we find out that there is a slight delay and then a rapid series of electrical discharges which gradually slow down to a uniform rate and when light goes out, the discharge stops. Now it is very interesting that if, while our amplifier is connected to the same nerve fiber, we shine light on a different ommatidium nothing happens; no signal.

Now we do another experiment; we shine the light on the original ommatidium and get the same response, but if we now turn light on another nearby as well, the pulses are interrupted briefly and then run at a much lower rate. The rate of one is inhibited by the impulses which are coming out of the other! In other words, each nerve fiber carries information from one ommatidium, but the amount that it carries is inhibited by the signals from the others. So, for example, if the whole eye is more or less uniformly illuminated, the information coming from any one ommatidia will be relatively weak, because it is inhibited by so many. In fact the inhibition is additive- if we shine light on several nearby ommatidia the inhibition is very great. The inhibition is greater when the ommatidia are closer, and if the ommatidia are far enough away from one another, inhibition is practically zero. So it is additive and depends on the distance; here is a first example of information from different parts of the eye being combined in the eye it self. We can see perhaps, if we think about it awhile, that it is a device to enhance contrast at the edges of objects, because if a part of the scene is light and a part is black, then the ommatidia in the lighted area give impulses that are inhibited by all the other light in the neighborhood, but there are not as many of the, since some are black; the net signal is therefore stronger. The crab will see an enhancement of the contour. For a creature which lives in the bed of water bodies, it is sensible to figure out that the sense of differentiating contour is most important than anything for its survival considering the amount of light available in that atmosphere.

3. Like a film camera, a camcorder "sees" the world through lenses. In a film camera, the lenses serve to focus the light from a scene onto film treated with chemicals that have a controlled reaction to light. In this way, camera film records the scene in front of it: It picks up greater amounts of light from brighter parts of the scene, and lower amounts of light from darker parts of the scene. The lens in a camcorder also serves to focus light, but instead of focusing it onto film, it shines the light onto a small semiconductor image sensor. This sensor, a charge-coupled device (CCD), measures light with a half-inch (about 1 cm) panel of 300,000 to 500,000 tiny light-sensitive diodes called photosites. Each photosite measures the amount of light (photons) that hits a particular point, and translates this information into electrons (electrical charges): A brighter image is represented by a higher electrical charge, and a darker image is represented by a lower electrical charge. Just as an artist sketches a scene by contrasting dark areas with light areas, a CCD creates a video picture by recording light intensity. During playback, this information directs the intensity of a television's electron beam as it passes over the screen. It is like numerous ommatidia collecting visual information. What is interesting is that when the light intensity is low, the micro processor in the camcorder alters the amount of electric charge sensed by each diode in such way that the gradient of charge increases between the lighter and darker areas exactly in the same way as does the ommatidia of the crab, to increase the contrast of the image which we discussed previously!

4. One more striking example which illustrates how the modern technology mimics the nature is the observation related to the vision of the frog. There are five types of responses coinciding with the five types of optic nerve fibers of the frog. They are- sustained edge detection, convex edge detection, changing contrast detection, dimming detection, darkness detection. The physiology of these responses is reflected in the mechanism of working of gadgets like motion detectors, auto focusing mechanism of digital cameras, contrast enhancement in CCD based devices, picture enhancers of TV sets and automatic switching devices for head lights or street lights respectively. It is surprising that the modern technology unknowingly imitated the nature to a great level with little modifications.
5. My argument becomes far more interesting if we extrapolate the observation ‘1’ to the others. We can say that nature is rediscovering its own solutions to same problems. I mean, if we assume that my hypothesis is true and evolution is ever progressing (stochastic expansion of physical forces in every possible direction leading to dynamic interactions creating clusters, to conserve energy…) and if we annul our prejudice of we making something happen and agree that nature (super set ‘Z’ constituting all the physical forces) is doing its job quietly, it is very much rational why this coincidence (technology mimicking nature exactly) should take place!

6. This discussion affirms another argument that ‘dumbness’ is important to mimic human intelligence, as if we are to imitate something, what we create should have more or less everything what we are trying to imitate has, may be in a different configuration! Assuming that the organic evolution is the standard bearer for the development of psyche, the randomness, which runs the machinery through mutations, should be the key to intelligence. And randomness is ‘dumb’ because it is not based on logic. Even if we view randomness of mutations which is a resultant of so many physical forces acting in different directions so that a definitive logic can’t be derived and which is very sensitive to initial conditions, we are viewing at a non linear system where only a trend can be observed but the future cant be predicted without having the total initial picture. In the same way, psyche is a non linear system as it is developed from the same fundamental structure. That is why we see fractals in the structure and function of every life form.

7. The feed back phenomenon which I mentioned at the beginning is a reflection of NOT gate of Boolean logic and it is the fundamental gate of any electronic circuit. Hence it is obvious why the discovery of the diode (realizes NOT gate) was the starting point in the development of modern technology. When we observe physiology of any organ system, it fundamentally works by feed back systems or the biological switches. One more example of technology mimicking nature!

8. By all these examples we can understand that we have already materialized all the basic machinery needed to mimic human psyche. We should be implementing wrong methodology to integrate all the available ‘stuff’ otherwise which we should have been successful. This might be the resultant of the way we learned about brain by slicing it or by trying to find out which region is active when some function is being carried out. This should be wrong if we see my own experience of learning how computer works. I never had any formal training. I started experimenting with my computer and I applied a little commonsense to analyze every response I got for every particular maneuver. The maneuver selection was initially random and I started organizing bits and pieces of data to realize some particular function. This process again generated some more random information which I memorized and it came to my help when I am stuck with something. As the time passed, this information also helped me to understand the hard ware and now I am in a position to assemble any sort of configuration and I am also familiar with most of the routinely used software. In the same way if we were to understand the psyche, we should try to understand the psychological phenomenon. So it is sensible to establish logic for emotions and behavior than to slice up brain. We can’t understand how brain works by slicing it as we interrupt the delicate neural network and we can’t systematically open it as we don’t even know where the screws are! So interpreting the logic behind various psychological phenomenon should be the holistic way of learning human intelligence.

9. Plants and animals evolve in response to their environment and to threats such as predators, disease, and competing species. Artificial life, developed primarily by Chris Langton at the University of Michigan in the 1980s, allows data to evolve within a computer simulation. As in evolution, data that have the strongest set of attributes thrive, while incomplete or lesser data die. A practical application of artificial life would be to model the long-term growth of a business. A fledgling company could be allowed to evolve in the confines of a computerized simulation of the marketplace. Weaknesses in the company's plans would become evident when certain factors are introduced into the business model, similar to disease or predators in the real world. Changes could subsequently be made to the basic structure of the business model to help strengthen the business's resistance to these outside factors. As a result, better business plans could be developed without risk.

10. It is ostensible that the process of understanding psyche involves various fields of science and philosophy and we make no apologies for making these excursions in to other fields, because the separation of fields is merely a human convenience, and an unnatural thing. Nature is not interested in our separations, and many of the interesting phenomena bridge the gaps between fields; to put it in the words of Feynman. What seemed to be an utterly philosophical derivation has turned in to a pretty provable one with the observations on visual perception. I am supremely confident that my hypothesis can become a ‘theory of everything’ of biology, if it is given right exposure and treatment. And I feel that the randomness should be the key to make this happen.

Conclusions:-

Consciousness is omnipresent.

Intelligence is a property of life.

When consciousness matures to intelligence, it leads to life.

The process of organic evolution and evolution of intelligence run hand in hand and in fact, evolution of intelligence is the driving force for organic evolution.

Dumbness is the driving force for evolution of intelligence.

We are biased by classifying intelligence as the higher mental function.

No organism is superior to another. It is all a matter of free progression of physical forces.

The evolution of man is a vectorial sum of operating physical forces.

Every thing is a part of nature including man. So man can never say that he can conquer nature. The whole confusion about understanding intelligence lies in the argument of superiority of human kind which is attributable to the way science was developed. Our science developed from the concept of measurement which means comparison. For comparison one needs at least two different things. There by we started differentiating everything based on our convenience, which is unnatural as in the reality everything is made of the same fundamental particles i.e. the leptons and quarks. More over the configuration of any object is not constant as everything is in a state of dynamic equilibrium when we look at the sub atomic or deeper level. And any type of measurement can not yield correct results as shown by the uncertainty principle.

For example if I am a primitive human being and I don’t know any thing about anything and I am not even genetically conditioned; how do I understand anything? I am given an object… say… a glass… I think I will start seeing at and I look at my self. I notice that there is a difference. Then I call that property color and I say that glass is in a different color than I. As I see more colors, I start naming them... white, black etc. It is something like a game which is being played in front of me. I don’t know the rules and I don’t know who is playing. I only see that there are 64 blocks in two colors and 31 objects which are moving on those 64 blocks. I observe the movement of the objects and I try to make laws on their movement. Every time my law fails I create a new law which will fore tell the movement of the objects. Even after making laws for each and every object, my laws fail at times. Then I finally understand that I am also an object and I am also moving on the blocks and I finally understand that this is the game of Chess. So unless we have a holistic view of the locus standi, we are bound to make wrong predictions. As we get the bigger picture, our predictions go wrong and we modify previous laws. Shall we call it evolution of science running hand in hand with psychological evolution?!!

So by all these arguments we can say that the basic problem is with our understanding. Let’s stop understanding and start “over standing”. I mean let us look at an angle which covers all the aspects of the problem (the holistic view) instead of separating everything based on our convenience. Nature does not make distinctions like physics, chemistry etc. All it knows is to follow its own nature!!
Nothing is predictable in dynamic systems with out taking in to account the total initial picture in to account. This very well applies to biological systems as they are nothing but a complex interaction of physical forces.

Drawbacks:-

My whole argument is based on theory of organic evolution. So the loop holes of that theory are inherent in my argument.

I don’t have a material evidence to corroborate my argument.

Probable solutions:-

The loop holes of theory of organic evolution may be corrected by the argument that the evolution of intelligence runs hand in hand with organic evolution. This actually opens up solutions to various unanswered questions.

As already stated we may be wrong at the way we understood things.
We don’t have the actual picture of total initial conditions.

References:

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Intelligence, Consciousness and Life

Dear Bharath,

It’s just now that I had the chance to look at your paper and I find it very interesting। You are in a unique position to provide information and insights on the subject from the physiological and medical point of view. I basically agree with your views and I’ll try as much as I can to provide explanation and insights from the side of physics. The paper is substantial and I’ll start commenting on a few of the points that you have raised. Our universe started with the chaos of the big bang but, as the consequence of the energy conservation principle in the broad sense, while initial configurations occur stochastically (I call this the stochastic complexity principle) only stable configurations remain and continue to acquire higher and higher order. This is at odds with the 2nd law of thermodynamics which may be valid locally but not globally. This also applies to the formation of the atom. Initially, some cluster of protons joined by connectors (negative quarks) form the nucleus of lightest isotope of an atom. The number of protons depends on initial conditions such as temperature and the density of proton in the neighborhood of its formation. Even this is stochastic in nature and the higher the attained order in the region of occurrence the less random it is. Then, by the flux-low-pressure complementarily principle, the coherent flux around the nucleus absorbs neutrons into the nucleus to form heavier isotope. It cannot absorb proton or electron because of the repulsion by the positive and negative quarks of the protons and their connectors. The motion of liquid poured on an inclined surface is regulated by the energy conservation principle. The liquid follows the path of less resistance since this is energy conserving. Every piece of matter is bombarded by cosmic waves from all directions and this bombardment accounts for Brownian movement in gas and liquid. Even rigid bodies including the cells of living organism are subjected to this bombardment that causes their normal vibration. The characteristic vibration of each cell is determined by its internal structure. I call this the field principle. This has medical application in the treatment of cancer since each cancer cell has its own characteristic vibration which can be determined by spectroscopy. Then radiation with the same characteristic can be generated that will resonate only with cancer cells of this type. Then they can be burned with no damage to normal cells. The genes generate brain waves that produce the tissues of the organism. They are activated on cue from the environment in the areas where they are supposed to convert superstrings to specific tissues. In the course of cell-division when the cell reaches the place where a specific organ is supposed to grow only the genes that will produce its tissues will be turned-on by the environment there. The rest will remain off and be eventually excreted. The non-coding materials that you mentioned spread into the different parts of the body, their distribution genetically determined to provide the specific conditions in the vicinity of the organs along with the hormones and enzymes that spread in the embryo. There is randomness in this process but its level diminishes as higher order sets in. Concepts are stored in the sensation regions of the cortex as neural network. Brain waves (encoded basic cosmic waves) from the sense organs induce dendrite interconnection to compose and vibrate specific neural network in the sensation regions of the cortex. Sensation is felt with this vibration which, in turn, project brain waves (observed as sparks between tips of neural dendrites). The concepts are stored as specific vibration characteristics of this network. When the signals stop the network reverts back to its normal or residual vibration. When it is hit by cosmic waves of suitable intensity it vibrates with the characteristics peculiar to the stored concepts. Then the individual recalls the concert. The bombarding cosmic waves may come directly from the cosmos (which triggers spontaneous thought) or from the creative-integrative region of the cortex at the middle on top of the brain which has the ability to direct cosmic waves through concentration. Consciousness is nothing but the residual vibration of the neurons in the cortex due to the impact of cosmic waves. A knowledge system and its values and logic consist of specific interconnected encoded neural network centered in creative-integrative region. Mutation is the result of alteration of the genes due to chemical agents or cosmic waves. An organism has also the capability to genetically encode new characteristics. Maybe we can write a paper together on a topic we can agree on. My original paper on the theory of intelligence appeared in the Indian Journal of Pure and Applied Mathematics, Vol. 32 (or 33), No. 10 (or No. 1), 2003(?).

Best regards,
Eddie.

E. E. Escultura
Institute for Advanced Studies and Department of Physics
GVP College of Engineering,
Visakhapatnam, 530041
A. P. India

Monday, January 26, 2009

Heart Failure

(World Hearts’ Day)

Written by Professor B. M. Hegde,

hegdebm@gmail.com

“If you fail to plan, you plan to fail.”

Old proverb.

The world seems to be suffering from heart failure in our medical jargon. Heart failure is not stopping of the heart but only a defective functioning of the heart. When one contemplates on the world affairs today one quickly realises that all players in this world have become heartless. Heartless politicians, heartless businessmen, heartless media, heartless doctors, heartless judiciary, heartless lawyers, scientists, technologists, bureaucrats, administrators, educators and, even, heartless ritualistic religions and NGOs abound all around us. While we have people who love trees and animals we hardly have people who selflessly love humanity. No one wants to look at any problem in its entirety. While we talk of terrorism and war we never think as to who created terrorism in the first place and also that wars are born in the minds of heartless men. Our biggest problem seems to be man’s cruelty to man in the name of religion, race, caste, creed, nation, colour, and what have you. With man’s proclivity for comfort and greed all the God given resources of this world are being systematically destroyed heartlessly.

Let us start a movement to awaken the younger generation, who are non converts, to realize their responsibility to others in society and learn to live while letting others live as well. Let the younger generation be taught to inject heart into every one of their actions keeping in mind that the highest goal in life is humanism. Humanism is a concept that gives the pride of place to mankind in all endeavours. Sharing and caring should be our twin goals as long as we live. In fact, there is a new positive definition of health, not the usual negative definitions of absence of disease etc. “Enthusiasm to work and enthusiasm to be compassionate in this hostile world is health.” With this definition one can be healthy as long as he/she lives.

With this in view we would want to start a movement on the Valentine’s Day, February 12th, for reasons more than one. Most young people all over the world already celebrate this day to send their heart with an arrow to their sweet hearts. We would only want them to extend this gesture to the whole of humanity most sincerely. In this case the heart, which is globally round in most pictures, will have a man sitting of the top trying to give a hand to another at the bottom falling off the cliff! Man helping man signal. Let us remind our younger generation that there is enough for man’s need in this world but not for man’s greed. Where one can sleep four can sit. Where one can sit two can stand. Some of our corporate honcho’s houses can accommodate thousand people easily.

840 million in this world do not get more than one meal a day. 67 million Indian children suffer from malnutrition and die at the rate of 6000 per day due to Nutritional Immune Deficiency Syndrome (NIDS). One example of heartless science and politics is here. Whereas 33 millions AIDS sufferers get $ 8 billion in research grant from NIH in the US alone, 67 million in India (an equal number elsewhere) of NIDS are not even known to majority of medical doctors. Reason is not far to seek. Anyone worth his salt calls himself an AIDS researcher as there is big money for grant. No body researches poverty and its ravages on human health because drug companies do not fund such research to break their own rice bowl! In fact, poverty is the mother of all illnesses, as it saps the most important human guard against any disease-the immune system.

One million people in the Indian State of Karnataka alone belong to no body. They do not even have a caste certificate to be included in the much publicized BPL (below poverty line) list. They live a gypsy life begging around using their skills in road side tricks of walking on the rope etc, or going from house to house with a bull begging, going round as fortune forecasters or as snake charmers. They do not have proper food and clothing and education is alien to them. How do we claim ourselves to be civilized when we close our eyes to all these atrocities with an ostrich like attitude in life? When you CAN voice your concern about the wrong doings in society, if you do not, you are as much a criminal as a terrorist is. While the world has shrunk to a small neighborhood mankind is yet to broaden its vision to make into a large brotherhood!

Arise, awake and, sleep not, YOUNG INDIA, until this goal is achieved. Technology alone will not make India great. Science does not make it great, either. Politicians, bureaucrats, business tycoons, and powers that be do not make India great. What WILL make India, nay this whole world, great is only humanism and to that end let us start the World Hearts’ Day. It is not enough to just have a day in a year where we talk and then do not walk our talk in life. Every day must be a hearts’ day in every individual’s life in whatever walk of life he/she is in.

“Like the daisy, with the shadow that it casts, protecting the lingering dew drops from the sun,” mankind must blossom every morning to protect the less fortunate in society. Future generations should strive to be world citizens, men and women beyond borders. Noblesse oblige-haves have an obligation to society to look after the have-nots. That will cure this world of its serious heart failure. Most of us might need a real heart transplant to achieve that cure although, the majority will make do with a small dose of medical advice. Have a heart!

“Have the courage to act instead of react.”

Earlene Larson Jenks.

The above idea was strengthened in me after I received a note from an unknown Canadian friend, Dr. Vivian Rambihar, who wrote the following note after he read my comments in the British Medical Journal recently entitled Noblesse Oblige.

(Thank you very much and I could not agree more with inclusive education.

I know of some of your ideas and some of the work you have done over the decades and while it may not have had the impact you wished, it is not without impact and is inspirational. Your ideas and actions have changed the world, but there is so much to do and maybe there is a serious limit to what can be achieved. 

The important thing here is that you think heart in your actions. Just came from a lecture on "Who in the world cares?"  And you do and continue to seek change.  So we just try and see if we can get more people to care more, and hopefully we would do some good. And perhaps the ideas in chaos and complexity can be harnessed to achieve more.

We can also dare to suggest that much of world problems like poverty, etc is a failure of heart, lack of caring and consideration for others. If more people think heart, we would find the food to feed the people who are starving and ill and in need of medications and education, etc. The Noblesse Oblige BMJ post was short but very touching. Reading that led me to think and also rethink what we do and can do and led me to the idea that the world has a failure of heart.  It's heart failure we have to treat, tapping into a cardiology vocabulary. And that's not easy, so we keep trying, experimenting with new ways that hopefully may achieve more. And if we can find the heart, we can find the way.

If all we achieve is get people to think, or better yet rethink the world in the ways you describe, we would have achieved something.)

Friday, October 31, 2008

Autobiography of an idiot...

Kodad, 20th October 2008.

"Conscience is the ultimate judge of the righteousness of thy deeds". Having a great faith in these words of Gandhi, I write this.

I was born as an eldest son in fourth generation in an aristocrat family in a town Kodad founded by my great grandfather (He was a Zamindar under the Nizams). My grandfather Late.Marla.Chandra Mouli commended a lot of respect in each and every dimension. My father Late.Marla Janaki Ramaiah was one of the key figures of the town who carried the legacy of his elders to the fullest possible extent. He spent some time in law in which he graduated and later moved on to business to become one of the wealthiest in town. I have three siblings, two brothers and a sister, who was the youngest. We were blessed with a pretty decent life in the idyllic setting of ours.

As fate has a very bad habit of messing life when the latter was at its best, my parents were separated due to difference of opinion when I finished my tenth standard. My father made us immune to such a devastating episode with his love and care. My father remarried and my step mom was a windfall to us in such an awful scenario. She embraced us as her own and relinquished motherhood.

I was deemed a sensible lad by teachers and peers since I was a kid. I studied in Telugu medium till seventh standard and then switched to a convent for the latter part. I used to be first in class for most of the time and in tenth standard I was ranked fifth in the state in APRJC exam. I opted biology as a major to fulfill the wish of my grandfather to see me as a doctor. My credentials won me a freeship at one of the finest residential Jr. Colleges in AP. I excelled in physics in plus one and two so much so that the physics teachers used to deny taking class in my absence. I cleared AFMC, Manipal and my EAMCET. I failed at the medical test in AFMC due to keratoconus (irregular astigmatism). As Manipal was the best of the remaining, I joined the same.

I was picked up by none other than the then Vice Chancellor Dr.B.M.Hegde, a versatile genius and a physician par excellence. He literally molded every inch of my character and pretty soon I became the most known person in the college dealing everything from student council affairs to conferences. My resourcefulness caught the eye of Dr.Arunachalam Kumar, then HOD of anatomy and Chairman of Golden Jubilee Celebrations of my university. That was the height of my professional excellence. Later on I was placed in the Editorial boards of my college magazine and Golden Jubilee souvenirs. I also worked as a coordinator for medical education department. Academically basic sciences interested me and the teachings of my mentors drove me to explore the field of medical research. I published a paper in an international journal as a student and attended many conferences and presented many seminars. I mentored almost every community medicine thesis ever produced during my stay in college. I also won an ICMR short term studentship. I finally won a medal and felicitation for my research in 2004 which was the most wonderful day of my life. Joined as an arrogant, stubborn and nerdy lad in KMC, I left its portals as a matured, affable and conservative youngster.

After graduation I moved to Hyderabad for my internship so that I can be close to my family. I worked very hard during those times as I wished to not to depend on my dad financially. I did enjoy what it meant to be the beauty of hard work and I was rewarded equally by quick promotions and recognition. It was at those times that I understood how apt my skills are to excel in clinical medicine and I got the opportunity to work under world renowned doctors such as D.N.Reddy, R.V.Rao and U.R.K.Rao. D.N’s professionalism, R.V’s pride and U.R.K’s passion towards the subject caught my attention. I realized that a dash of A.K’s eccentricity and an ounce of B.M.H’s holistic approach to the former would make a perfect recipe for my career. I decided to take up internal medicine in post graduation. In this frame of mind I started preparing for post graduate entrances.

In March 2006, my grandfather was diagnosed of liver cancer which started a whirlwind downfall in my life. He died of the complications in May and it pushed me in to deep depression as I was emotionally attached to him more than my dad. Repercussions of that mishap resulted in my bad performance at entrances. To get out of it, I took up a research project at my college. I was also nominated for the innovative young biotechnologist award instituted by govt. of India. After that I moved to my native place to fully immerse myself in the entrance preparation and also started a small time practice at my native place. My dad’s diabetes worsened at the same time and he slipped in to renal failure. I started sharing some of his responsibilities.

In the mean time, my entrances came up and I did reasonably well and I cleared CMC Ludhiana. My dad was pretty happy to see me at the helm of things but then again fate thought otherwise. My dad passed away in my absence. The cause of his death was a very simple electrolyte abnormality which I could have easily corrected had I been there. After my dad’s death, my step mother became very insecure and coupled to that the greed of her brothers and her low education level made a mess of things. As I was about to slip in to my dad’s shoes, my step mother’s brothers made her demand for her share of property. I was ready to oblige, given sacrifices she made for us but the share they demanded was not just in any dimension. Warnings from my well wishers alarmed me the real motives behind their actions. Apart from that the sky rocketing prices of real estates necessitated a thorough knowledge of what I own. I even had the responsibility of the studies of my sister and developing the careers of my brothers. The chaotic nature of the things at home made me renounce my post-graduation.

I got an admission for my sister in a reputed college in Hyderabad in MSc. Biochemistry. My brother came back from UK, finishing his MBA and he is aiding me in the errands and started a business of his own in equity market. My other brother also finished his MBA and started working in Hyderabad as an assistant director in EA sports, the finest video game company in the world. Dr.Bhaskar Rao, CEO of KIMS was impressed with my talent and made me a registrar in cardiology even though I didn’t finish my MD. He even offered me to take up DNB in his institute to finish my post graduation.

My immediate priority on the social front is to settle the financial swashbuckling with my step mother so that I wouldn’t hurt her much and at the same time to take necessary actions to save my ancestral property from slipping in to wrong hands. My dad’s colleagues and other well wishers are kindly helping me in this regard and I’m pursuing both the legal and amicable routes.

Personally the goals I'm contemplating are-

1.      To stabilize myself academically in 3-4 months either by joining DNB/MD (either in NIMS or in KIMS)
2.      To get married to the right girl who understands me well so that I can succeed professionally and otherwise (4-6 months)
3.      To get my sister and brothers married (in 1-3 yrs.)
4.      To pursue a fellowship in Cardiology (in 3-4 yrs.)
5.      To setup a hospital on the name of my grandfather to fulfill his last wish (in 5-6 yrs.)
6.      To aid my brothers in setting up a business firm on the name of my dad (in 5-6 yrs.)

It would be absolutely dishonest on my part to not to mention my negative side. Whether it was the born to royalty or my excellence in academia, I’m arrogant at times. That is especially true when I feel that my ego is being battered. I’m pretty sensitive and impulsive when it comes to criticism. I become very lazy if anything becomes routine. I behave very head-strong about things in which I have absolute belief. I’m very bad at dress sense and I have little regard for physical appearance. I’m a compulsive shopper.

I’m a bundle of contradictions and probably have more bad aspects than good. But I did mature from viewing the world from one pole. Even though born with the silver spoon, I did experience all the grueling aspects of life. My grandfather made it a point that all his children do appreciate the necessity of hard work. (In fact we were made to learn trivia like how to cook, wash clothes and clean dishes in spite of having so many maids). The roller-coaster ride I had in my life in recent times taught how to be patient and to control the anger and not to lose temper too often. KMC taught how to be politically correct most of the times. My greatest realization was that a man achieves greatness not just by succeeding in one aspect but in every facet. If there is anything I learned in my life that would the honesty and the courage to face anything patiently disregarding the quantum, quality and the temporal aspects. My faith in good was solidified by the lives of my grandfather and my father who touched so many lives with their honesty, kindness, good deeds and balanced attitude. I may never achieve their standards but I hope that I would never ever tarnish their magnanimity. My experience taught me that the path to perfection is to shed as many bad features as possible. Hope I’m making progress.

To sum up I’m an average person with some talent in academia and a constant zeal to learn. I believe that everyone’s life is unique unto themselves. The good thing of the uniqueness of my life is that it gave me the opportunity to succeed in all aspects simultaneously. I firmly believe that the difficulties I’m facing are the boons in disguise teaching the dignity and decorum needed to accomplish the honor my family strived for over the years. I did become responsible, matured and balanced over the time but I do accept that I still have a lot to do.

Hope I shall not be a bad human being at least!

 

Yours

Dr.Bharath Vyas Marla.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

I'm a wave

I'm a wave
In your quest
The more I tumble
The more I rise
With a patience
Of an ocean's breadth
You're only the light
In this gloom of grieve
And this goes on
Till it dooms...

Of love and like...

Fortunately or unfortunately I have seen life to the extremes. By ‘extreme’ I meant things which are not appropriate for my age. After all life is the same for everybody but for a select few like me things tend to be mistimed. But not always I had this kind of maturity to not to curse. I struggled as anybody would. I had only the advantage of mishaps happening in rapidity because of which I became immune to the negative effects. As I faced emotional breakdowns, I quickly regrouped my spirits together. Or rather I should put- I was compelled to do so by the turbulences in succession.

In this course I tried to find out the logic behind everything that happens in life. My obsession with math might have contributed to this. I made the greatest discovery of my life in this quest. Every phenomenon in life obeys causality. It’s only because of the presence of so many variables one often gets perplexed (which in Vedic terms became the ‘maya’ or ‘leela’ of life). Humans, being social animals depend on others for survival. In this process everyone makes a deal or two with every other individual one encounters. The extent of every deal is directly proportional to the quantum of the need (Quality being the decider of the dimension of calculation). In mathematical terms deals obey linear math.

Deal ∝f(need)

Deal=K (need)

need∝f(essentials for survival)

If avialability of survival essentials>threshold=>comfort

K is the constant dependent on the quality of the need

Almost every thinker from Karl Marx to Lenin observed the human life from this perspective and they discovered socialism which happens to be the idealized version of the above equation i.e. they tried to eliminate the selfishness from the equation. But unfortunately it didn’t materialize. The more one tried to resist selfishness in one dimension, with more immensity it showed up in the other. This was exactly the reason why socialism as a way of life failed. Having researched the raise and demise of socialism, I tried to device a model which can plug the holes in the socialist theory.

You must probably be counting the loosened bolts in my brain by now! But all that I said till now is very much relevant to my understanding life. Every facet of my life was troubled by the selfishness of every person I interacted with and I mean everyone literally including my mother. I asked myself the same question you probably must be willing to ask now. How can a mother be selfish with her own children?

To answer it frankly I should ask- Why not? After all a mother is a human being and selfishness in one way is nature’s way of making humans imperfect. Yes! It’s the imperfection in us which makes who we are. Otherwise I don’t think that humans wouldn’t have invented Gods. (By saying this I’m not trying to be an atheist. My perception of divinity follows a totally different perspective from what is usually in vogue). To understand this dilemma one should probably define selfishness. Selfishness is the essence of any deal. It’s the sum total of all the innate shortcomings a human being possesses. It’s the exact reason behind every deal one makes. As I explained earlier, all the deals follow linear logic.

There exists a totally different side to human nature. This side doesn’t follow linear math. The nature of this side can’t be written in equations. The sum total of this side constitutes love. Selfishness is a tool of nature to introduce imperfection in life so as to create the dynamic equilibrium and love happens to be the exact opposite which continuously nullifies the effects of the former. Ethics are the outcomes of the long term observations of this struggle. But what is Love? Innumerable souls tried to define it in innumerable ways but still Love evades definition. Why?! The answer is simple- Because love doesn’t follow linear logic. Rational human mind can never understand it. Love defies all the logic. ‘Transcendental’ is the term which does some justice to express the nature of love. To approximate in rational argument, love is the cement which binds every relation. Be cautious! Relation is a totally different entity from deal and both obey different types of logic; hence the functionality of each is at diverse poles. But again relations are of numerous types, each conditioned by the need in question which again is the manifestation of human selfishness. Relations may be of different types but the binding essence, the love is the same.

As I said earlier love defies all logic. It is the limit to human understanding. Just as in the equation E=mc2, the term ‘c’ which happens to be the limit of human observational power, love is the limit to human psyche. Its presence is always felt in a relation but can never be expressed in words nor can it be quantified. Because of this peculiar feature the expressions more love, less love, this kind of love, that kind of love so on and so forth are obsolete, speaking in the strictest sense. What one exactly means by those is nothing but the quantum or quality of the need. To put in the simple words, as long as a relationship exists, there shall be love.

Here comes the paradox. Every relation stands on the slack sand of social deals by virtue of needs; so all the relations are wobbly. But we do see that relations such as those between siblings, parents, spouses and friends are mostly stable. Even though the biological continuity partially explains the former three, the latter evades explanation. Here is where we find the magnificence of human psyche which made us what we are- namely ‘choice’. To elucidate choice, I have to strain the gray cells.

Everything in the universe follows a set of rules which we otherwise call the laws of physics. This inherent nature of everything results in certain orderliness. But nature is nothing but the summation of innumerable orderly systems interacting with each other at mind boggling rates and in countless dimensions. This phenomenon is known as ‘chaos’. Chaotic systems follow non linear math which in simple words means that trends can be observed even though unpredictability is the rule.

Choice is a peculiar aspect of life. To understand choice first one has to understand the basic aspects of psyche. Lets start with- consciousness. One can’t define exactly what consciousness is. It’s a subjective feeling which we all feel. If we apply this consciousness in broad sense, we can observe this in everything around, not only in living but also in non living. It sounds strange but I give a simple example. Imagine what happens when we pour water on a rough inclined surface. Naturally the water flows down because of gravity. What I am interested in is the particular way the water takes to reach the bottom. As it is a rough surface, obviously there is a lot of resistance and the water takes a tortuous path. Every time the water stream encounters an obstacle, it changes its path, where it has least resistance and it ultimately reaches the bottom of the inclined surface. On can’t predict the way taken by the water just by gravity alone or by the average resistance offered by the rough inclined surface. We have to know the exact position and the quantity of resistance offered by each obstacle. We have to know the angle at which the water was pour and the exact point at which the water touches the surface. By all these we can tell that the path taken by the water is sensitive to initial conditions. Let’s examine this from a different angle. Who has told the water to take that particular path? Who guided the water to the least resistance direction? The sum total effects of physical forces acting upon water answer the former questions. Hence we can say that the water also possessed a level of consciousness may be in the form of obedience to the laws of physics (Newton’s Laws of Mechanics in this case).

Suppose ‘X’ is a set of physical forces progressing freely in all possible directions. ‘Y’ is another set which is opposing the progression of set X in an environment represented by set ‘Z’. ‘Y’ in fact is a superset which has all X primes. (I mean X like things). X possessed consciousness by virtue of the interaction of it with Y and Z and the progression of set X is modulated by both Y and Z. If by some changes in the configuration of set X, if the set X were to progress in some or all directions in spite of the presence of sets Y and Z, we can say that X has “life” and that quality which led X to take over the opposing forces of Y and Z can said to be intelligence.

Intelligence is nothing but the ability of every living organism to make a random choice. Life differs from everything else in this aspect. All the physical systems are the victims of the nature’s causality by virtue of the dependence on physical laws which is inevitable. But life has the ability to make a random choice independent of the nature’s frame work in spite of being dependent on the same for the existence and this quality is present in various life forms in various dimensions. But how we humans are special? The answer is simple. Our intelligence retroactively influences our consciousness i.e. we have ‘Insight’. ‘Intelligence’ gave us life and ‘In sight’ gave us identity.

The term universal love is only possible with humans just because of the in sight. If we only make a choice we can love anybody or anything (It’s the imperfection inherent in us which prevents us from doing so). Friendship is a perfect example of a relation which is not dependent on biological continuity (Relations created out of biological continuity are seen in every species. So in my view friendship is definitely a matured relationship).

The eeriness of love takes us to strange places. Anyone of our senses alone can’t perceive the exact nature of it. It is only understood when all our senses work in unison with our consciousness. Mathematically ‘art’ is nothing but the expression of love. And Kahlil Gibran paints it to perfection in the following verse-

“When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams
as the north wind lays waste the garden.

For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.

Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.

But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.
Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.

When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, "I am in the heart of God."
And think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.

Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips”


I think nothing else summarizes ‘love’ better than this poem. As Rigveda aptly quoted- “Ekam Sat Viprah Bahuda Vadanti!

Friday, October 26, 2007

An excerpt from one of my letters...

What is life...?

I doubt if anybody has got a definition, which will embrace every domain of this pretty small question; which includes all the possible outcomes of this process and which can explain the missing pieces of this mind boggling phenomenon. I was troubled by various turbulences in my life in various facets; and every time I skirmished against such difficulties I tried to figure out a logic which can successfully answer the "Cause and Effect" of various anomalies I encountered. Every time I arrived at a conclusion, at one or other instance it contradicted my previous speculations. As Charles Dickens said-

"It was the best of times,
It was the worst of times,
It was the age of wisdom,
It was the age of foolishness,
It was the epoch of belief,
It was the epoch of incredulity,
It was the season of light,
It was the season of darkness,
It was the spring of hope,
It was the winter of despair…"

Even though I realized that most of such depictions of mine were proved to be imperfect, all of them had certain things in common which basically sounded of following what is universally known as Good. In fact the paradox I experienced in judging the righteousness was the standard bearer for this quest and my faint faith in 'Good' was concreted with the decent amount of evidence I gathered by virtue of my experiments with life. There were times at which I was frustrated by the oxymoron nature of state of affairs but as my understanding ripened I appreciated the beauty of these extremities and every immoderate situation oared me towards the light of realization. I learnt that it is the process which is important than the purpose.

This modus operandi has influenced many other aspects of mine and I am apathetic towards anything illogical. In the search of logic or a theorem which can do away with all the ambiguity inherent in life, I discovered that the very essence of the life is in its unpredictability. "Description of future is limited to a statement of the relative probability of a value rather than exact numbers", as Heisenberg proved.

And I metamorphosed from a bundle of contradictions to a highly malleable one. I really don't know how successful I am…, but life doesn't seem complicated to me any more. To that extent, I think… I can say that my efforts of understanding life have reached fruition. I do admit that there is still a long way to go but I feel that my pillars are in place. Patience and Sagacity are my mantra to fabricate my edifice of life and to work till the fat lady sings is my motto.